Woke up bummed again about the job situation. Will go eat gumbo, and get a copy of the sunday paper for the job section. It's amazing and irritating that I haven't found a job after all this time. Although, in a sense all I really care about is my philosophy, and could make do without much else. I could take a menial job for the rest of my life, perhaps, and just have my projects to keep me happy. Of course, it wouldn't be ideal.
It's strange, I appear to be having mood swings right now. A moment ago, I was filled with dissatisfaction and perhaps anger, and now I feel content and peaceful as I normally do. It might be that it's instead some part of my mental conditioning or something similar. I really don't know, and being me, I lack any outside perspective to judge it. Maybe it's just because I woke up a few minutes ago. Oh well.
Anyhow, off I go. I've missed the times gumbo was available a lot recently because of the oddities of when I'm asleep, and I love gumbo, so I'd best acquire an inner momentum to leave. If only I could do the same for my apartment.