I fired up my netdiary program, but ended up deleting every entry I started to make partway through. So now you see this. Unless I have deleted it. Free will is a delusion, so it's easy to confuse lack of knowledge with randomness. It's another kind of self-centeredness urge. I feel uncertain, therfore the universe in sum must be uncertain too. However, some sciences suggest that large scale causality is actually instead a deep grove in probability. I really don't know what I'm saying, or where I'm going. That's a good sign that I should probably stop talking. About that, anyhow.
I wonder if I should be worried about getting older yet.